You are not the one

The water in the aquarium doesn't calm me;
It, often, makes me neurotic.
I wasn't in a bad mood, tonight, I was irritated
I don't believe in Christ, your Christ
and feel highly agitated, and stupid,
when I get caught at a gathering
where Christ, your Christ, is being pushed.
I make it a very certain practice to not
hang out at places where there are people
who don't like me.
I want my time back. I want my fucking life back.
YOU are not the one I want to give it to.